The meaning of life to me

Staying alone is making me realize the depth of ‘loneliness’ from a different point of view. Each day passing by, I can sense of being engulfed with the power of time and age. The comprehension of getting old and arriving to the final day on this beautiful planet is literally making me feel vulnerable. All the aesthetic pleasure is getting more importance to me and bridging the gap between my soul and mind. The sense of losing all the earthly pleasure a day is moulding me into the best version of me.

Life holds a different meaning to me altogether, the cruel reality where every day I am witnessing that people are losing their dear ones and in my surprise, their agony and grief encompasses me with an unknown sorrow and self-realization about the inner meaning of life. The word ‘life’ itself is being presented anew to me every day.

It makes feel every night that how lucky one has to be to share the room with his/her family members. It has forced me to be separated and staying away from my family and parents. Life seems to be exciting to take me to a journey, through new facts and unknown feelings from a vantage perspective. A sense is growing within me to spread compassion and love among all I know; yet again I dwell with the cruel reality to withstand the good side of mine. My mind is enshrined in a cell which it wants to break through and breath fresh air in a green land but again something drags me back and makes me imprisoned in a dark prison.

My endeavour to overpower the dark shadow is apparently going to vain as I invariably find myself unsuccessful. In every attempt of mine to free my mind from all the shackles of prejudice and gloomy to experience a free life I fail. My longing to live life with joy and surplus of happiness is enmeshed somewhere in between morning and night which seems vague to all but quite implicit to me. Reading literature and writing articles in every occasion intense my presence within and enlarge my potential inherently.

Looking at the green horizon from my window and up there at the blue sky makes feel alive and endows with the purpose to cherish life in every situation. The truth that all the people I am surrounded by sooner or later will depart me for their eternal journey enframed me more emotionally to all regardless of any situation. My knowledge about the fact that I am too temporary here on this beautiful Earth, imbue me with the desire to live every moment with utmost love and motivation.