A sudden thought

A sudden thought shook my consideration about life. It was my birthday and my family members celebrated the day with lot of joy and enthusiasm. But at night the thought that with every birthday celebration, I am going closer to death and getting ready for my final journey, somewhat made me feel very anxious. The thought, that my existence soon only be restricted in a photo frame or in the mind of a few for a certain time brought about an unknown misery in me. What will happen when I will no longer be present on earth with my present identity? Will I still be able to feel my presence in some other world or will it be vanished forever. I became restless to find the answer but didn’t come to near any conclusion which may satisfy my endeavour.

It also realizes me the fact that how uncertain our life is. It seems every year passing by the world around me is being squeezed up. Every year passing by my precious time is being swallowed up by unimportant activities. Soon, I realized perhaps this is the reason for my misery. I no longer have the time to catch up with my friends and share all the things that gives me happiness, like I used to do in my childhood. Life has become more predictable than ever before. I am getting tired yet do not have any choice to run away from all my responsibilities.